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Oct. 12th, 2005 @ 12:03 pm
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my great grandpa died this past saturday and i was at the funeral in SE ohio for the past two days...what really bothers me and whats meakes me so much more emotional is the fact that i havent seen him in four or five years.....Current Mood:  crushed listen to this!!: H.I.M. -- killing lonliness |
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So its back to this hell hole otherwise known as school…blah
This summer kicked ass. I think that basically sums it up.
Um…….lets see. Hung out with the group a lot which made me happy…met some new people that are really awesome
What all did I do…..um…… went to gay bars with carly and ben… grad parties (jadon’s looking at porn mags..heheh that was fun)…saw star wars twice (I know…im a dork but I didn’t see it as much as some people)…the great late night talks with peanut…making lists with edda (needed to update the old ones…)…made a “fun” list with jessi…water gun fights and water balloons…pool hall…carnivals…me and christen’s marriage…eating brownies off of christens boobs and her licking chocolate off mine (“every lesbians wet dream” – peanut)…running paenut over with my truck (lmao…that made an awesome picture that is hanging up in my room)…bowling (and totally sucking at it :winky: )…going to cedar point and dancing and riding the rides in the rain…kevin’s pink cowboy hat….making interesting memories with erica at the fireworks (which was sooooo much better than last year…had so much fun and got free booze)
Oh yeah….cant forget that I started going out with shaun at the end of june. Yeah I know its peanuts brother but hey…he is older and fun to hang out with…and I got peanuts permission so its all good. I love him **big grin**…what can I say??
Oooooo…..i got my third tattoo also…I got the dragon that is on my stomach on the other side. Now I have three tatts…makes me happy in my pants…lmao. As some guy in the mall put it “that’s just…hot”…LMAO
Oh….my plans for my bday. On that Saturday, which is the day of my bday (sept 10) we are going out to eat then to the movies. Everyone is invited. Call me for details if I don’t get a hold of you first.
Uuummmmmmm……don’t know what else to write.
One last thing in dedication to peanut and erica…ITS PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!!!!!!!! |
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jerry i swear to fucking god if you ever fucking punch me again...i promise...i will kill your ass...got it?????Current Mood:  pissed off |
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**THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:**
1. Sarah
2. Link – part of the triplets…lol…you know who you are!!!
3. …..ummm…sarah marie – edda calls me that when she yells at me and my dad calls me that
**THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:**
1.usedvampyr
2….yeah only the one..lol
3.
**THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:**
1. Color of my eyes
2. Hair right now…copper and black streas…funfun
3. Ass?????? lmao
**THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:**
1. My shortness….i wish I could be just like 2 inches taller….**cries**
2. Ass!!! lol…like it but hate it…what can I say??
3. hands
**THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: (the only three, I might add)**
1. Maltese…50%
2. french
3. german
**THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:**
1. Spiders….or just bugs in general
2. failing
3. **cant tell**
**THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:**
1. Cell phone
2. My war paint…edda…lol
3. Music…I would die if I couldn’t listen to music
**THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:**
1. Fishnet shirt…lol
2. jeans
3. shoes
**THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:** (damn only 3!!! But I have four!!! The fourth is avenged sevenfold…hahaha…beat the survey)
1. My chemical romance
2. The used
3. afi
**THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS**
1. Helena –my chemical romance
2. The days of the phoenix -- afi
3. Vermilion pt 2 -- slipknot
**THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:** (what if I don’t want one???? They always get fucked up anyway…but if I had to pick…)
1. loyalty
2. trust
3. SEX!!! Lmao
**TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:**
1. Im in love…the lie
2. I miss someone…a lot…even tho I don’t want to
3. I cried during an anime movie…damnit!!! Why did they have to do that!!!
**THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:**
1. Talking…hehe
2. Listening to music
3. Hanging out with my friends
**THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:**
1. Go to cedar point…I wish it was open
2. See ALL my friends
3. Get drunk with a few certain ppl
**THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:**
1. nursing
2. doctor
3. Marrying a rich guy and having an affair with the pool boy….mine and jessi’s dream…lmao
**THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: **
1. Malta….duh
2. hawaii
3. australia
**THREE KID'S NAMES YOU DON'T LIKE:**
1. Names that arent really names…like porscha…don’t name your kids after cars or anything like that…give them human names damnit!!!
**THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:**
1. Bungee jump
2. Mountain climb
3. Marrying a rich guy and having an affair with the pool boy
**THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:**
1. That once a month thing….yeah…**dies**
2. I like guys
3. Ummm…I love chocolate
**THREE CELEB CRUSHES:**
1. Johnny depp – DUH!!
2. Brad pitt aka the brad
3. Orlando bloom
**THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:**
1. Whoever wants to do it
**THREE THINGS I'M WORRIED ABOUT:**
1. Losing friends
2. My future
3. …meCurrent Mood: sad |
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work...yesterday...crazy
joe was with me the whole time i was at work...and he was hyper...
i saw sooo many people too...it was awesomeness...
Mar. 23rd, 2005 @ 08:42 am
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okay…how to start……
well…..friday was the concert…omg it was soooo kick ass. the people who ended up going was me, joe, peanut, carly, jessi, adam, christen, cj, jerry, and jane and chris (they had separate seats from us, but they met us at carly’s and followed us there).
the first band that played was a static lullaby, then underoath, then killswitch engage, then senses fail. i didnt really pay attention to them cuz i don’t really know them. but me, peanut, jessi, and carly of course had to dance. between two of the bands, i decided that i was gonna lie down,so i laid across joe, jessi, peanut, and carly. i thought it was funny as hell….then they decided to move me…so i kinda crowd surfed across our row…then they moved me back and jessi had to hold my skirt down so i wouldnt flash anyone…that was hilarious.
then……..MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!!! i was sooooooo excited. i sang every one of the songs they played and was dancing the whole time….they fucking rocked!!!! they are really good live. gerard (the lead singer) kept screaming “do you wanna FUCK me?!?!?!?!” and you hear everyone screaming yes!!!!!!!! trust me…i wanted to soooo bad…lmfao
me and joe had to make an agreement tho…..he gets to fuck bert first and i get to fuck gerard first…then we trade….lmfao…..compromises….lol
then THE USED!!!!!! they were fucking awesome as hell too. they did some old stuff with new stuff too…then bert pointed out some dude in the crowd that was dressed all ghetto-ish and soooo embarrassed him….it was glorious. then “white zinfandel” rapped a bit in honor of the dude (it was the bass player quinn…being stupid….but he is sooo fucking hot that its okay). quinn and bert were the only two left when they did “on my own”…and they kissed and i was thinking..**dreams are coming true**!!!! heheheheheheh…bert also announced that he showered the day b4…im soo proud of him!!! he is dirty bert after all…
then both mcr and the used come on stage and they do under pressure by david bowie…its was awesome…and bert and gerard kissed…does that mean i can have both of them at once????? lmfao
anyway…whoever was behind me at the concert got a nice little show. when i was dancing….i checked to see if my skirt was riding up any…and….it was…and……………..they so got a nice little peep show…lmao
when the concert was over…we crashed at carly’s for a bit……then i took joe home before he fell asleep. when i got back to carlys the three of us (me, carly, and peanut) tried to go to sleep…well….for anyone that has ever tried to go to sleep with us…you know it doesn’t happen….there is one memorable thing that happened b4 we did finally sleep…
*****TOO MUCH NUTS!!!!!!*****
the next day….i was soooooooo sore from dancing for like 5 hours straight. my whole body was sore…and my voice was all fucked up from screaming and singing at the top of my lungs….
sunday and monday were bad…really bad. i had my phone and my truck taken away from me (which i got back after my i lied to my parents and convinced them I didn’t know what I was thinking…gullible fucks)…i told my parents i didn’t wanna live at home anymore…i decided to switch schools….and if i even do one thing wrong…i prolly will get kicked out. my dad said he’s lost all respect and trust he ever had for me….well FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!!!! you piss me off so much. the only reason im not gone yet is cuz i dont have enuf money to move out and im gonna use you for the house till i get enuf money….fucking prick. i don’t care if you don’t fucking trust me cuz i lie to you all the time anyways!!!! i never tell you the truth about where im at…you don’t know fucking shit about me!!! you just think im some fucking angel child who does no wrong….well guess what??? your little girl aint little anymore…i do a whole fucking lot more then you fucking realize….and mom..i don’t care if you are here if i need to talk…i don’t wanna fucking talk to you !!!! don’t you realize this???? why do you think i am always in my room when im home and don’t fucking talk to anyone????? don’t tell me you are that fucking dense…
tuesday, worked…wednesday worked….st. patricks day got half drunk at the lair (erika..i love you!!!!)
friday, GOT MY TATTOO!!!! it looks sooo fucking awesome….now i have eddas design on me foreva…everyone needs to check it out…saturday got drunk after work and chilled with ben and joe….sunday worked and went home and typed the two papers that i had to do….errrrr…..homework on spring break.
and i saw mizy!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! Lol…dude…some guys gave us weird looks when you yelled I love you in the hall and blew me a kiss…it was hilarious..**kisses**
so yeah…that was my break…damn I HATE GOING TO SCHOOL!!!!!!
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 08:33 am
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soo....i live with edda till thursday...and neither of us has had any sleep.......
Mar. 9th, 2005 @ 11:32 am
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really bad weekend....
Mar. 7th, 2005 @ 09:14 am
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so i have a new outfit for the concert...but it look hotter...promise
these are the items that are replacing the top and tights: black and red see-through corset top (from hot topic...lol) and red fishnet tights
im gonna be fucking cold outside, but ill be okay when we are inside...
9 more days till the concert and 1 1/2 weeks till my new tattoo!!!!!!!!
Mar. 2nd, 2005 @ 01:21 pm
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man...i am soooo bored. me and edda went to school today thinking there was class...you know...since wayne state never closes...and we got there....15 minutes late...and there was no one in the class except the teaching assistant. so we decided that we werent going...lol
went to einstein bagels and ate some breakfast....it was yummy. i had chocolate milk and coffee cake...
now we are at the lair. ben is asleep, edda is making a sims family (me, edda, joe, and ben), and joe is at work.
so, just in case you dont read my xanga...im getting my new tattoo during spring break which is in two weeks. edda designed it for me and it looks really awesome. i cant wait till i get it!!!! then i can wear short shirts all the time to show both tattoos off!!! **wink wink nudge nudge**
i misses you guys!!!! hopefully ill get to see you all soon!!!
ps---i found a new ringtone and i almost fainted when i saw it....helena by mcr!!!!!
Mar. 1st, 2005 @ 10:19 am
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omg i cant fucking wait till the taste of chaos tour...its gonna be soooo fucking awesome.
my mission: having sex with either bert (with a bag over his head...lol), quinn (hott guy in the used...bass player....**drools**), or the lead singer of my chemical romance...dont know his name but i think it is gerald**snickers**
lmao
ok EVERYONE i need to know what you think of my outfit for the concert:
-black fishnet tank w/only a bra underneath
-short black skirt
-black fishnets with red tights underneath
-my combat boots (black and red)
-black and red cross choker
-pigtails with red ribbons tied to them
give me comments s'il vous plait
Feb. 21st, 2005 @ 09:22 am
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1. All-time favorite song: the used -- blue and yellow
2. Favorite rock song: afi -- the days of the phoenix
3. Favorite metal song: ummm...dont have one
4. Favorite rap song: ying yang twins -- say i yi yi
5. Favorite hiphop song: aaliyah -- rock the boat (i misses her!!!)
6: Favorite pop song: justin timberlake -- lets take a ride (i cant believe i am admitting that i like the justin timberlake cd...plz dont tell anyone...)
7. Favorite oldies song: sir mix alot -- baby got back (lol)
8: Favorite love song: savage garden -- i want you
9. Favorite anti-love song: social code -- beautiful
10: Favorite recent radio single: the killers -- mr brightside
11. Favorite song from favorite artist: the used -- sound effects and overdramatics
12. Favorite song from an "unknown" artist: ummm...people know who i listen to...but from when afi wasnt popular...the nephilim
13. Favorite song from a soundtrack: earshot -- headstrong (queen of the damned)
14. Favorite song to hear at a party: 50 cent -- disco inferno
15. Favorite song to dance to: quad city dj's -- c'mon ride it (the train)...peanut...you are soooo right
16: Favorite song that brings back the most memories: missy elliot -- work it
17. Favorite song that reminds you of your best friend: christina millian -- dip it low (edda...haha)
18. Favorite song to sing along to: papa roach -- scars
19. Favorite song to listen to in secret: britney spears -- born to make you happy (im killing myself right now!!!)
20. Favorite song to calm you down: the used -- hard to say
21. Favorite song to energize you: ciara -- 1,2 step (once again...u r right peanut)
22. Favorite song that mirrors your life: a7x -- i wont see you tonight pt 1
23: Favorite song you can't live without: my chemical romance -- the ghost of you
24. Favorite crazy/unusual song: cake -- short skirt, long jacket
25. Favorite song a friend reccommended: jem -- come on closer (danke, ernuß)
Feb. 14th, 2005 @ 09:33 am
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this is the official band list...members can still sign up!!!!!
THE MYSTERIOUS FARTS
-- lead guitar - joe stanton III aka JAMS3
-- rhythm guitar - CJ ORGECK aka chuckie jack
-- bass - jane blount aka sparky
-- drums - kristin lacey aka peanut
-- vocals - edda potestades aka gas girl
**groupies/fan club**
-- president - sarah fields aka link
-- VP - carly hanson aka CARLOTTTTTTA and melisa mitasky aka mizy or miza
-- members...travis
Feb. 14th, 2005 @ 09:24 am
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okay...we have new ppl in the band
carly is the vp of the fan club
jane is the bass player
and mizy is...the other vp of the fan club
travis is a member of the fan club
Feb. 11th, 2005 @ 10:01 am
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so...me and edda are making a band called "the mysterious farts". no one knows that they are in the band yet...but they are and they cant get out of it!!! lol. thats why it is soooo mysterious...lmfao
THE MYSTERIOUS FARTS
-- lead guitar - joe stanton III aka JAMS3
-- rhythm guitar - CJ orgek aka chuckie jack
-- bass - working on that...
-- drums - working i=on that too...lol
-- vocals - edda potestades aka gas girl
**groupies/fan club**
-- president - sarah fields aka link
-- VP - working on that...
-- members...SIGN UP NOW!!!!!!!!!
Feb. 9th, 2005 @ 09:21 am
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BASICS
1. name: sarah fields
2. birthday: september 10, 1986
3. birthplace: malta...lol...dtown
4. hometown: the boonies..carleton
5. zodiac sign: virgo
RANDOM
6. if you were an animal, what would you be? why?: wolf...cuz i luff them...or a tiger...or a dragon?!?!
7. what turns you on about guys/girls?: guys...tattoos and piercings...lol but def. have to be funny, fun to hang out with, good in bed (or on a couch), and not a jerk!!!
8. what turns you off?: jerkiness...being more of a bitch than me...lol
9. what do you do in your spare time?: spare time??? what the fuck is that????
10. do you even HAVE spare time?: hella no!!!!! btwn school, work, homework, and hanging out...nope
11. what was the last thing you wasted your money on?: cds
Feb. 7th, 2005 @ 09:51 am
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i figured out yesterday that joe reads my xanga...i sooo didnt know. oops...cuz i put the qestions and answer thing on my xanga also...and read the answer to #27...and you'll understand why im saying oops. oh well...i wonder if he reads this one too??
well if you do...my scarf smells like you now...lol
anyways...i dont wanna go home today but i gotta. my dad is making me help him with my taxes and i have to fix my bed. if anyone wants to come over...plz call me!!! as long as it is after 5:30, you can come over...im gonna be so bored...i'll give you directions...and i only live like 20 minutes form taylor...
"dad, why cant you just do my taxes on sunday cuz i'll be home after work?"
"hell no, the super bowl is on."
err...guys and football...err
so, i decided this morning that this summer im gonna go to flat rock speedway and watch some of the happenins. they have demolition derbys, race school buses, drag race, its awesome. if anyone is interested, we can go!!! its only in the summer tho...like every saturday night i think they have somethin different. itll be fun tho i promise!!!
oh yeah...im gettin a new tattoo...its awesome looking...but im gonna get it in the summer...gotta save the money you know??
is cedar point open yet????????? i sooooooooooooo wanna go, like now!!! hey joe...are we still going opening day?? lol
Feb. 4th, 2005 @ 10:06 am
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well...edda made more questions...so i guess i gotta answer them...lol
21. list all of your nicknames (or at least TRY to list all of them):
...rhiannon, link, srah, ahah, sex freak, dork, nerd, queen of poultry, poultry, vampire, devil worshipper, the devil (except in LP), ...others im sure some people will remember, just not me...lol
22. people would be surprised to know this about you:
...ummmm...uhhhhh...poop? maybe?? well...ummm...i dont know...i have triplets, age of 15. one is a male porn star in alaska, one is a crack whore in new york, and the other is a pimp in taylor. betcha didnt know that huh??
23. the vehicle you wish were a member of the opposite sex, so you can have your way with him/her:
...the hummer...or the new F-150s. **thinks of the gesture me and edda do when one drives by!!**
24. if you could dress a naked statue of the opposite sex any way you wanted, what type of clothing would you put on it?:
...leopard printed silky thongs, mesh cut-off tank top (brown, to match the thong), and neon pink feather boa omg...lmfao. now if it was a real guy...heh heh...nothing baby!!!
25. if you were a porn star, what would your porn star name be?:
...ummmmm...spanky mcnubbins
26. what would you do if you could become a member of the opposite sex for a day?:
...i would drive around and be stupid thinking that it would pick up chicks (even tho all girls know that it doesnt work)
27. if you could control another person’s actions (including what he/she says) for a week, who would that person be, and what would you make him/her do?:
...joe...and make him have sex with me all the time..where ever and whenever i want it...lmfao
hope you liked the questions...and answers. dont tell anyone...ok???
Feb. 2nd, 2005 @ 06:35 am
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